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I would be lying if I say I didn't have feelings for anyone.

Now and then, I'll look back because well...
All I have to say is, wrong timing and wrong timing. Yeah I'm blaming on that.

I mean come on, at 13 years old I'm still pretty new to this world. Everything looks scary and even making friends seems like a possible pitfall to my life .Wtf paranoid much.

Not sure how it all started and how it ended.
I'm serious.
It wasn't a clean cut and I never get to find out why
Probably that's why I keep going back
probably to find something to conclude things properly.

Maybe I should just let things go.
No point finding the answer anyway
And no way to find it.
Just let this chapter remains unfinished.
You don't usually get what you want right?

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